KNOW ME FIRST.
Princess Yee Sha.
Asyiza Itzuki Toma.
Hint: Fan of Ikuta Toma.
Rowdy.
ACS.
princess jasmine
Educator.
Next stop: a therapist.:D gods wills.
sugarplum honeycomb
"Life is short"
"live your remaining life to the fullest"
"Appreciate and treasure everyone ard you"
"Stop the LBR! Lets make more babies :)" GET THIS IN YOUR HEAD
a whole new world
ben n jerrys
cheesecake
prince ali abwaba
bananas
shoes
fairytales
not forgetting, im the chocolatie buddie!
super kawaii
i hate you if you:
own a bike
ride a bike
and of course!
smokes.
GIMME A LITTLE HUG
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fantasy princes. aladdin.owen.raul. harrykewel. jeremysumpter. danielradcliffe. zacaffron.taufik.
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Are you surprised that there's actually a post dated March 2011 in THIS BLOG? I am surprised myself. I am also surprised on why do you even click my blog? LOL.
Well, for me, i just want to stop by to say that i miss my besties.
super kawaii :D
Friday, April 24, 2009
♥7:14 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Oh no people, NO NO, just when you think you should stop coming to this blog cos its dead, think again!
LOL. Im back to update my blog, especially during my 5 weeks stay in Boston. I will be writing daily journals and letters here. Although i havent decide for quan or qil. Either or i have to make another new one for the other. =)
As for now, i would want to note down a few reminders for myself.
So, Izzy, before you start working in May and got VERY VERY busy preparing (physically, emotionall, cognitively) for Boston in June - including doing your module evaluations and essay, collecting your ezlink at SSC and textbooks from Aishah, there are a few things that you need to do.
1) Check out dancing classes/workshops in Singapore (nearer the better) and inform Fizah when she finishes her exams on 8 May.
2) JOIN. ENROL.
3) Check out for recipes and start experimenting and learning on how to make chocolate hersey pie. =)
4) If number three is a success, Check out for recipes and start experimenting and learning on how to make black pepper pasta. =)
5) Start finding presents for your besties.
6) Start finding present for mother's day.
7) Start finding a surprise present (that will be hidden somewhere in your room) for father's day. (When you are in Boston, you are going to wish ayah happy fathers day and ask him to hunt for the present in your room)
8) Transfer all your stuff in hp to pc. And send hp for repair before it gets 1 year old.
9) And lasty to start getting back in touch with your new year resolution.
I mean, Izzy, you should know what you meant. I read tru your previous enties and you are making a big deal that you are 20 and blah blah blah. Well, you are going to be 21 this year. YUP. That quick. You have to work on your diet, workout and your punctuality young woman.
COME ON izzy, prove to everyone that you are a goal-driven woman!
super kawaii :D
Friday, November 21, 2008
♥8:19 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
This prose is titled will you?
What will you do if your only daughter dies suddenly? Disappear, vanish and fade away unexpectedly in your life Will you cry and weep till your eyes turn swollen red Will you loose weight as you don’t recognize appetite everyday Will you sob again till the bulging eyes started to sink Will you look through my baby pictures and reminisce the moments and realized my strengths, something that you never did when I am still alive Will you weep again and successfully managed to dry up the moisture in your eyes And then will you repeat your careless parenting mistakes? Will you deal with your menopause with 24hour mood swings and never think about how your loved ones may feel Will you start attacking your only child left Will you drop his self-esteem tremendously Will you start comparing him with me and previous late brother and will never stop Will you make him feel so low, useless and depressed Will you make him feel so scared to visualize about having a family on his own because of the curses that you have thrown Will you make him feel so bad that he will start questioning about the purpose of his life
Will you?
Would you want to go through the whole cycle again for you to realize your mistake and finally understand our feelings?
super kawaii :D
Saturday, November 01, 2008
♥4:14 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
First i like Huaze Lei. Then Sano Izumi. And now i fell in love with Hanazawa Rui.
Somehow the three characters are similar. Ordinary looks, introvert, mysterious, simple yet...ah...charming.
Hehe LEI!!!! (Aww frinks thanks for the wonderful outing at east coast. Once i got e picts from shikin i will jot down e details of our memories here okay!)
Talking about boys, i am now surrounded by a class filled with mischievous yet charming young boys. Hee. Its so good to work with them and care for their everyday routine.
Till then, jaa nee!! sayoonara=)
super kawaii :D
Friday, October 24, 2008
♥5:11 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Dear Abang,
How are you? It have been over 3 years since i last saw you.
God knows how i have been strong and successfully carry on living although it is incomplete every single day. Can you believe it, im already 20?! And this is the third year i celebrated my birthday without you and your generosity of gifts. You know, Abang Qil never gave me anything this year. Well, maybe his little sister is not that cute little girl anymore. Hehe, maybe if you are here, you will think so too. LOL, but its okay, deep inside, i know he still love me as much. In fact, i think his love for me have doubled (his previous love for me plus your love for me). Yeah, im so lucky huh. But you know what!! He brought me to Cash Studio last tuesday for my belated birthday outing. It was so fun abang, if you were there with us, you will love it too! We sang your favorite songs too..
Do you remember how much i have cried and suffered from separation anxiety when the first time you went for NS? And how i have tried to make a "surprise" for you when i heard you are coming home at last that weekend? Hehe=). Can you believe it, now, my own friends are going for THEIR national service! Can you believe it!! Sean, Yayat and everyone! Hehe. Even Eidel, Rudy lor!!!!
Oh ya, abang, Ijam and Emillia is getting married next month you know. 8th and 9th November. So cool rite!! I am so excited for them abang!! All of us the family members is going to wear peach as a theme colour. If only you are here, Ijam would surely ask you to be his bestman, cos remember how close were you with him? You are not only his best cousin, but also his best friend and a brother to him.
Abang, Abang Qil is still like last time. So shy when it comes to girls. And when he is braver, rejection is always the answer. Its so unfair right, abang. I really want him to be happy like any other guys of his age. Hey, i have an idea, abang, since you are and expert when it comes to girls, why not you come in his dreams every night and gave him private lessons? Hehe.
Abang, it have been so long since you visit me in my dreams. Where have you been? Have you got a new family over there? And a new sister too that you have been spoiling on? Do you still remember us?
Or is it true that it is a completely two different world and we could not have any connections anymore?
Abang, do you have a new girlfriend there? Or have you made her your wife already since there is no parents anymore to stop you? Hehe. You are so lucky abang. THAT is a true love. THAT is THE love for eternity. Unlike "love" in our world. The world that i am still stuck in. Love is sweet, ok, but it is so temporary. For example, you know your 2nd ex- she already have a baby i heard. And your 3rd ex- she got engaged, around a year after you are gone and she never even invited us. Its not that im not happy that they manage to move on with their life you know. But you know, where is all that "I will love you forever and ever" promises? Till now, i dont understand the in depth meaning of ture love.
Sigh. Whats important, abang, i want you to be happy there. Find a really hot and truthful bidadari. How's e bidadara there? Have you seen any? How are they like? Are there any japanese or korean looking ones? Hehe.
You know abang, our parents have been so much different now. Remember how you have told them once that you wish to get engaged with your 2nd ex when you are 26 or 27, i think? And how was their reactions and lectures? And how hurt you are for that hole year? And how she have left you just because of that?
You know, parents are not the same anymore. They have been pestering and asking Abang Qil when is he going to bring back home his girlfriend when he is only 25 lor. I know!! Weird right!! Is not only that abang!! They sometimes pick up on me too. Like hello....how old am i again?!
Oh ya abang, remember k. nong? Hahahahahaa!! OOooo. She never failed to bring drama after drama out from our plain and monotonous family. Hehe, you should have been here with us to watch it!! You'll love it!
And, our favorite uncle, Cak'a? He's single now. Sigh, i think i really believe that nice guys finish last.
You know abang, sometimes right, i really envy you. You are happy over there, nothing to worry about, as your "sins book" have been closed forever. Whats done, is done. As for me, i still have to worry this, worry that, unhappy this unhappy that, sins here, sins there, stress here stress there, here competitive, there also competitive. Its so tiring you know abang. Sigh.
And for now abang, my eyes feel so sore. I think i got to rest them. (You know lately i always get sore eyes, tembel and such. You know i am using transition lenses. Dont know if you heard of it before, cos i think its quite new, like 2 years ago. Hehe and all my friends always like to tease me on that cos they think i look old. Hehe but you should have seen how effective it was even if its just a slightest sunlight)
Yours, Your beloved sister =)
super kawaii :D
Thursday, October 16, 2008
♥11:39 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Look at Fandi Ahmad's sons!! They're grown up!
Valencia want 2nd look at Fandi's sons
GOING PLACES: Fandi Ahmad's sons, ikhsan (left) and Irfan. -- PHOTO: THE RED CARD PTE LTD
FANDI Ahmad's two sons have reached yet another milestone in Europe. Irfan, 10, and Ikhsan, eight, have been invited by Spanish Primera Liga side Valencia to train with their youth academy for two weeks in September.
The pair, who are the eldest children of the former Singapore star, impressed Valencia officials during tryouts last week in Alicante, Spain.
Miguel Tendillo, co-ordinator for the club's Under-12 set-up, described Ikhsan as 'a great talent and a natural goalscorer'.
According to the former Spanish international, Irfan 'showed good movement and worked hard to create chances'.
During a trial match alongside Spanish boys in his age group, Ikhsan scored four goals. Irfan played as an attacking midfielder in another match, creating three goals.
The rare opportunity to train with Valencia's youth teams came after the Singapore boys earned rave reviews at AC Milan's junior football camp in the Spanish city of Malaga two weeks ago.
If they do well at Valencia, the club may be given first option to sign them when they turn 14.
R. Sasikumar, the director of sports management agency, The Red Card, is helping to coordinate Irfan and Ikhsan's European stint.
Said the former Singapore footballer: 'They passed Valencia's first test with flying colours.
'Clubs like that don't just invite anyone to train at their academy, so this is a big achievement for the boys.'
The two youngsters will also head to London later this month to play in an Under-13 tournament organised by Arsenal.
They are likely to attend football camps in Europe on an annual basis during their school holidays.
super kawaii :D
♥5:01 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
*bimbo accent*
O M G.
This place is like totally dead!!!!!!!!!!
Hehehe. Miss me right..
Can you believe it, i have been living in this world for totally 20 years 2 days 21 hours?
Thanks for all those who wished me, thanks for remembering. Those who want to make me happier, bring me for a karaoke session as a birthday outing,
CANNNNN.
Im dying to CROAK the whole day with my friends. I dont mind to have 10 karaoke session with different group of friends.
*HINT*
Nothing much, really =D
super kawaii :D
Sunday, June 29, 2008
♥6:38 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
1 BLOODY WEEK OF WHEELOCK!!!!!!! WE SURVIVED!!!!!
Weekends is a form of celebrating one's success of surviving an unexpectedly messy week.
Ben and Jerry's is a form of indulging one's cravings.
(I got myself ONE cheesecake brownie and fossil fuel)
Art is a form of expressing one's feelings.
Cartoon is a form of WATEVER, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAA!
I love this week =)
super kawaii :D
Friday, June 06, 2008
♥10:16 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Wow, at last its Friday. My brother should be coming home by tmr or sunday. CANT WAIT!!!!!!!, how i missssssssss him.
Army/Reservist is so unreasonable. Taking away our family member for the whole week! I still could not forget, 2 years ago, when Qil went for THIS same reservist thing for a week too, and the week after that was THE 3rd July week. Can you imagine how both of them felt? All their life they have been so close and attached, suddenly because of the stupid army, they got separated and in addition with the fate, they are separated forever.
What is the use of this whole reservist thinggy? To make men in the country prepareee la la blah blah blah. Then why, WHY may i ask, up till now, already four months plus, your EVER READY!! muscular army people still havent catch Mas Selamat Kasturi, the limped guy???? Ya the one that escaped though the visitor's toilet little window. Ya ya ya and your poor security blah blah blah. The low fencing... The non-activated alarm.... Wow, fascinating, very convincing. Waaaahhhh....now that its four months already, nobody even bothered already right? I can almost hear their loud sigh and laughter behind.
I cant believe i am a citizen of a child-like and coward country.
Its the longest week i have ever been through. For the whole week my dinner have been tooooo-peaceful with parents. Without having a brother to laugh, sing, irritate, joke, gossip and consult about our whole day encounters. From Fiza O's fantasy of ABANG ANUAR!!!!, to reflecting on how our little cousins have grown and how OLD are we, to how the teenagers in his school attitude got worst ever since they move school, to his confusion on "what-to-do-next-now?" situation with her, to Mr Chow's "EEEEI MASAK AIR! MASAK AIR!" and well too many to mention. And last minute sms of "Wanto go imm?" LOL, ok pjs.
And im finished with PS I LOVE YOU book. I really can feel the story. The book totally scores a 10 and the movie totally, NONE. =P Im like nodding at literally every single Holly's thoughts, feelings, emotions, words and quotes in the book. It made me miss Abang even more. Especially with Qil not being around too for the whole week.
If only he had knew it earlier like Gerry does..he would have done somewhat like that too for us. Or sweeter still.
I never see myself as mummy's girl or daddy's girl. I have always been THE brothers' girl.
super kawaii :D
Thursday, May 22, 2008
♥12:21 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Sigh. How i wish we still live in the 60s where everything is so stress-free and every moment can be communicated by singing. Work? Date? Walking down the road? You name it. Its the time where everyone appreciates art and seni.
=(
super kawaii :D
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
♥10:51 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
There's soooooooooooooooo many things to update!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lets start from last Wednesday.
Fa Mulan and myself experimented, discovered and created a candy/ toffee named: Zara Gremlins.
On Thursday, i went for my volunteer and after that The FRINKS (and shikin) go to the Cash Studio Karaoke Box and we sang till 11pm. At the same time celebrating Zul's Birthday. Muke semangat kite:
Duet with the birthday boy. This is how it looks like haaaa: This one i try to follow the girl's expression. LOL.
On Friday, i went for my hanyu pinyin class.
On Saturday, i went for pedicure!!!!!!! AT LAST!!!! HAVE BEEN WANTING TO GO FOR A LONG LONG TIME!!! Faz/ Tinkerbell and myself went to Clarke Quay to pamper ourselves. Just because i wear scarf and walk around that place, we got unnecessary attention sey. Ape ingat aku clubbing ke! FINGERWORKS is a great place, im really considering to go there again!
On Sunday, the besties spend our quality time at West Coast Park at the same time celebrating the May babies birthday. Our quality time is nonexchangeable and nontransferable. Sorry ah. =P
On Monday, my family and Syikin went for the Pramlee Musical at the esplanade. It was the bomb. Really worth the money and time. The Pramlee and Saloma is reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy similar to the seniman and seniwati!!!!!!!
And thats our lovely mother after enjoying her unforgettable mothers day present.
On Tuesday, i received a call for relief teaching at last. And for that whole day, i was being called CIKGU. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
And today, its Miss. And personally i feel that cikgu sounds more wiser and respected. LOL~
I tell you, its a great experience teaching in a primary school. Just make me relish back MY moments. And looking at some of them, they really look like my ex-primary school friends. Weird but very comforting feeling.
WOW, i never did so many things in a week ever since the vacation starts since Fenruary. LOL~
Thank you ah!
super kawaii :D
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
♥6:01 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Title: CHANTEK
I love listening to songs which have meaningful lyrics. Sigh, wouldnt it be so sweet to have a husband who will sing a song like this to you every single night till the end of your life? I wonder, what kind of guys are girls left with in this world? What are they worth of? What can they do? To what extent they will go? GOD ~
(This is just my random thoughts. Nothing to worry about. im fine lol.)
super kawaii :D
♥2:54 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
The taste of Wonka's SweeTARTS never fail to bring me back to my childhood.
And also, not forgetting the Koko Krunch DUO!!!!!!!! Myyy oooh my...
Food glorious food. Food is the only major thing in the world right now that is able to make me happy. Eat, enjoy, eat as much as you can cos life is too short to have second thoughts, diets and limitations really.
super kawaii :D
Monday, May 05, 2008
♥9:53 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
"What i have to tell you is not easy to understand. It may seem impossible to accept. But if you listen to my story- if you are willing to trust me- then maybe in the end you'll believe me. For without knowing it, you're the only person in the world who can share my secret,"
Its magical.
The movie is such a disappoint.
super kawaii :D
Friday, May 02, 2008
♥4:43 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
I cant believed on 29th April i spend my whole day groaning in pain at home when it is supposed to be enjoy-yourself-with-lots-and-lotsa-scoops for Ben and Jerry's day.
Screw my body. Am im really getting that old? My muscles are really aching all over!
super kawaii :D
Sunday, April 20, 2008
♥5:23 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
I cried so hard today that my eyes feel so sore. I am not exaggerating. Her menopause period really make me feel so stressful, useless, upset and down. It makes my heart says "What is there for to continue living? All these while i lived for my family. Now?"
I am sorry i can never be so perfect. I am sorry i am just a normal human being. I am sorry to make you miserable for the past 20 years. I am sorry for never bringing you joy and memories for you to cherish.
I just got the sms from AC's got talent again. I really dont know if they've got the wrong number, its a junk msg or its another guys stupid joke of "Oh sorry, i must got the wrong number. Btw you are?"
And i watched I AM SAM, at last. Beautiful movie.
ANYONE WANT TO GO PEDICURE WITH ME? =)
I really feel like pampering myself. Am i really ready to go to the Taman Jurong Centre tmr? Hmm.
super kawaii :D
Friday, April 18, 2008
♥3:48 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Huan ying ni peng you, jian dao ni, wo hen gao xing. Welcome friends, I am very happy to see you =]
That, was my preparation for the scholarship interview yesterday. I am THIS close to loosing THAT black file which contains all my important documents like resume, testimonials and work samples.
And TODAY!! I've got a call from one of their center to work as a part time teacher till june. LOL and the funny thing is I thought its a call saying that i am accepted. Hahahaha!!! False alarm. Okay lor, i also dont mind working. But to think of it, wah like where do they get my contact suddenly sey???? Then no need interview, no need anything. Straight away come next week with my bank book. And i dont even know who to look for when i am there next week.
Issit because of yesterday, my name is being spread around the whole organisation so fast? LOL. And i am going to take this as a positive sign that i am going to be accepted also.
WAH CONFIDENT SAK AKU. CAN PUKE.
Okay, watched 2 more classic disney movies.
Last but not least before wo qu (i go), Wo bu shi xuesheng, wo shi laoshi.
hahahahahhaaa!!!!!!
super kawaii :D
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
♥6:32 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Watched more disney movies. LOL~ Dont blame me. I have got to watch as many princesses movies as possible while I AM STILL A PRINCESS MYSELF you know. And before i turn twenty. Ohnooman am i that old???
Okay, thats it until Thursday. I am not allowed to watch anything else although its so addictive. Haram hukumnya! Got to prepare for the NTUC interview. WHAT???? BUT I DONT WANTTT TO GOOOOOO~ Come on inner self izzah dont be so silly. You are not rich, you need their help.
How upsetting.=(
super kawaii :D
Friday, April 11, 2008
♥4:15 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Okay. Recap of da week =]
I watched these beautiful movies. AYAT AYAT CINTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its a really good movie, really. Im going to the library to find the novel asap. Hmm I wonder, in reality, is there really such a guy? THAT NICE??????? =X
And i helped my mum make kuih habuk habuk sagu. Its my very first attempt to make a very traditional malay delicacies, okay!!!!!!!!! =P The ingredients were so easy to get, its easy to make and the folding is so addictive!!! I think this will be my next favourite malay kuih after lopis. Din managed to take any snaps tho.
And i baked this type of cookie named Rocky Road marshmallow!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hen hao chi!!!!
And this week is my first week of volunteering at KKH Play Centre. I played like Xbox (racing game, so as usual i bang and crash into everything) and football table game with this boy. Lol. Such an experience. He is so talkative that i can feel his thirst at the end of the day. And today will be my third mandarin class. And im halfway reading the novel Memoirs of the Geisha. And im halfway with my assignment of sewing my very own princessey skirt. GUESS THE COLOUR.
Till then, wan shang. Wo yao chi wan fan. =D
super kawaii :D
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
♥4:29 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Every time you make me so mad, so sad, so bad that nobody can ever imagine, i will always try my best not to hate you after that. I could not hate you. What if karma happens and my children would do the same thing to me? It would be a phobia for me to have children then. I always try to make myself feel better by crying my heart out and writing poems. Fake fake poems. Fake poems regarding my fake feelings. Fake poems on how "i understand you". Fake poems to cover up what i really truly feel. I have no idea how long this can continue. I have no idea when you are going to change. You're my mum, why, the simplest things like this you just cant adapt and understand?
MY GIRL~
When you were born into the world, So precious, so delicate, so pure, I tried my best to bring myself up, To look at my masterpiece that i have, To look into your deep brown eyes, My gaze of love that can never be compared, Can never be measured, can never be sold, So weak yet so strong, So tired yet so ambitious, Motivated by your lovely, precious cries, I swear to bring up the best in you, My darling girl.
A lady you are now, Smart, strong and young, However you grew up so fast, And have your own ways, styles and dreams to achieve, Leaving my expectations behind,
Heartbroken i am, Looking at my shattered dreams, I never meant to nag and irritate you, every single second, I just want to talk sense out of you, That is what i meant, I never meant to make you feel useless and down, When i compare you with other's daughters, I just want to make you realise that you can be better.
My girl, You are never too old, You'll always be my baby, And you deserve to be treated like one forever, I have got no one else, I only have you, Please make my dreams come true, My girl, i love you.
super kawaii :D
Thursday, April 03, 2008
♥2:07 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Break me open Tear me down Into pieces Broken crumbs On the ground You can mould and shape me In your image Breathe your life You know I need it Scars make us stronger for life
'A saint once decreed that a man must agree to a woman's proposal today. Give me a sign whether to meet me at eight, at the same place you sit and fulfill the tradition of February 29.'
AT LAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
At last i watched The leap years. I have been dying to watch okay. DYING DYING DYING. And what is even better, i watched it with my besties!!!
(This is so not yesterday picture. LOL. Cos we've got no time to take a group pict)
Introducing Delphine as Li-Ann (Wong LiLin) Syamilah as Suneetha (Nadya Hutagalung) Syikin as Kim (Paula Malai Ali) Izzah as Jennie (Vernetta Lopez) KS (Qi Yu Wu).... Melvin can be that guy. I think he's a that kind of friend. lol~
Hahahahahah!!!! Phine as the girl who is always so nice, so humble and patient, Syam as the girl who fall for the guy who's right in front of her all these while, Kin as the girl who have the problem of "too many halves" and me as the GAY girl!!! Hahahahahahahhhhahaha!!!!!!!! Gay as in always the happy one, making jokes and of course, likes girls. LOL~
I really really love this local movie so much. I think the storyline is so unique, special, marvellous and i can soooo feel it. Well done Mediacorp Raintree Pictures, Catherine Lim(author), and Corrinne May(singer). Excellent camera angles, they make our country looked so romantic, suddenly. I love the roof top part. I love how all the characters blend through their lines and their way of life through literature and beautiful poetry. I love how KS show the true meaning of friendship. It is really really heart warming. And you can really feel it especially when you are watching with the people that you loved as dearly. =]
Quotes from the movie:
It is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves.
In three words, I can sum up everything I've learnt about life: It goes on
It's better to have loved and lost then never to have loved before.
A person often meets his destiny on the road he took to avoid it.
If you are not too long, I will wait for you all my life.
Coincidence is god's way of remaining anonymous.
You don't need anyone's approval to love someone, so why bother how other people think?
Love poetry always uses the word "miss" rather than "love".
"I am not dead. I thought am dying. But I lived. And I am stronger."
super kawaii :D
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
♥4:30 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Personally, i feel that actually i am not that loud, rowdy, flamboyant, open and talkative as i have always described myself and you guys have known all this while.
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
In 2 days, 5 strands of my eyelids dropped.
According to the old people, that are some of the signs some people is missing you.
So honest, who misses me, raise up your hand!!
Then again, if you miss me, is it like you miss me five times, or are there actually 5 people misses me?
Okay, this is so whatever, izzarr.
Anyway, I think my body is not right for the past few days. Firstly, the eyelids. Secondly, i think i have a wisdom tooth growing. Thirdly, i found two lines of blue blacks on my throat. And finally, last night i cant sleep cos my chest hurts real bad.
I am not making this up.
super kawaii :D
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
♥7:31 PM
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold, But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
YESTERDAY. Was another girl-frinks outing~! Yeah!!!! The initial plan was to have a karaoke outing with the frinks. But the guys was busy so...yeah.. This is like the second girl-frinks outing in a row. The first one is when we went to Vivocity to celebrate Faz belated birthday with the Merlionster and when they followed me go shopping for the "princess dress for Tioman night by the beach" thingy. And that is also when Faz bought me a Diva Princess Jasmine necklace and bracelet. It was so gorgeous, and i really feel bad about it. At last there werent any princess night out in Tioman. WHAT? REALLY? Yah, really... GOD I DONT BELEIVE IT!! YOU MISS YOUR ONLY CHANCE TO LIKE FEEL THE BREEZE OF TIOMAN BEACH WITH YOUR FRIENDS AND THE FLOWY DRESS YOU PURPOSELY BOUGHT FOR THE OCCASION WHERE THE FRINKS HAVE TO ENDURE WITH YOU FOR THAT WHOLE DAY!!! Yes, yes i know..i missed the only chance. ITS NOT LIKE YOUR PARENTS LET YOU GO ON A HOLIDAY WITH YOUR FRIENDS EVERYDAY YOU KNOW! UNLESS ITS A YEP TRIP!! Yes, yes i know... Its all over. Kita hanya mampu merancang, Tuhan yang menentukan segalanya.
.... Ah, tau diam pon eh inner self.
Okay. Yeah so Tioman trip's great. Snorkeling was awesome. I enjoyed being inside the strong waves and currents. The fishes were beautiful. The scenery there was calming and pretty. I enjoyed the boat rides, singing all the way with Yana and Yaya. Yes, all the way. Thank you again, YEP.
Duyung (mermaid) sound track:
Exactly one week after Tioman island trip, my family's flew off to Langkawi island. This trip, i tell you, is ten times more awesome. OHGOD. Yes, it was that good. We took bum boats and the splashes of waves are unforgettable. There were sky-riding but dad refused to allow me cos its too pricey. WHAT ARE YOU KIDDING!!!!???????? IT WAS YOUR DREAM ALL THIS WHILE AND YOU JUST LET IT GO JUST LIKE THAT??? Well, yeah. I've got to listen to my parents right, its THEIR money. But beside that particular incident, my sweet dad brought us to the movies (malay show: Duyung. Its about a real life mermaid in a very beautiful island. Fantasy story, and funny.) and literally spoiled me during shopping. Not that he bought be two full shopping bags, but its just two pieces of dress and a princess nightie. But its not the quantity that matters. Its just the way how calmly he agreed that it is nice on you and willingly pay it for you. He really makes me feel like a daay's little girl. Hahahahha!! Maybe im too used to going shopping with my mum where there is more of nag and then willingness, rather than just willingness alone. =]And my brother. He is so sweet too. He bought me a Liverpool jersey (matching with one of his) and a patrick star pillow. <3 I truly, deeply, madly love my family. But i cant help it but to still think about Abang Mi every moment. I really really miss him, dont know how to describe, dont know how much. And i wonder how will i be like if Abang Qil is gone too. I know all this while i've been wanting so much for him to get a real girlfriend and get married and have children and etc. But...now i think again. How am i going to survive? He'll surely not stay with us after getting married right.. How am i going to bare with the emptiness of the house?
Haiz. I dont know.
Anyway, this is Langkawi, the duty free island (chocolates, perfumes, corelle):
The princess nightie daddy bought =]
Anyway, the final results were out and it was not good. Whatever it is, its over, i dont want to talk about it and i've send for the wheelock enrollment anyways. So, im proud to say that my poly life have officially ended. =] And i'll pray that somehow mendaki will just accept and grant me some financial assistance for the degree. I'll also pray that the hospital will call me up for the volunteer work. I really want the experience. And this friday, i'll be starting my mandarin class.
